What is life but a
trip through time? Time is the one thing we cannot influence or control. As
individuals, what was before can never be restored, because what went before is
now a part of who we are, and restoration is just adding a new branch onto the
tree that has become you and me. We do choose the journey somewhat if only by
opening the doors of opportunity circumstance and others put in our faces to unlatch
or pass by. The one opportunity I have usually opened doors to explore new
paths, is photography.
I tried many other
doors along the way, and with good luck learned more about myself, and the
world I was living in. But now after 60 years of travel, I have settled to not
opening any new doors, I’m road weary. So it is maybe a time, as long as I can
do a little, to look back on my journey to understand where I have been and
what that road now means to me, and maybe a few who travel parallel paths.
Of course because anyone
reading this has a parallel interest in photography, that has to be the main
focus of my thoughts. Because without subjects there is no photography, it
necessarily complicates the story. Because for me photography was not just
making pictures, but engaging in the adventures in living that involved my
subjects. A lot of exploration and occasionally some adventure if not knowing
much about your subject requires a lot of learning.
Of course being
based in Hollywood to do my photography the one natural subject there are the
many beautiful and interesting women in town for a variety of reasons. The
challenge is always to what extent the interests and intentions of women as
subjects coincides with my interest in photographing them. A challenge always,
as the relationship was never much more than a guessing game because very few
of my subjects made it simple. And when they did, very often the photographic
potential suffered. Complexity is a mystery very often worth exploring. It’s
much richer than mutual exploitation to fill simple, particularly common needs.
Hollywood is also
a place that needs dilution and counterpoint. So the fact getting in a car
usually and seeking picture adventures with distinctly diverse subjects was
essential to both my work and perspective. I learned this early when I was a
reluctant military person stationed in Alaska. The people I knew there were
mostly indifferent or impossible challenges to get along with. But free time off
base was a land full of challenge I now wish I had the skill then to capture
photographically, much better than I was able to do.
But in the early
1950’s just learning how to do all of the photographic process was a thousand
times the challenge it is today. Yes I accept, but resent the advancements that
have made photography easier, because today due to easy there are many billions
of mediocre images of almost every corner of environment, and kind of human,
this planet contains. The results seems to me that photography no longer
attracts much serious interest as a way to express a creative talent, so few do
that. Is that a reason for me to be cynical and negative about the
democratization of photography?
No for many
reasons, but the most recent to come to mind arose from this year’s carnival
season. From just one magazine I read, The Atlantic, I was able to enjoy quite
fine photography from Rio’s Carnival. Besides the mind boggling display of
creativity captured in the pictures; to know so immediately that the joy of
life is so well celebrated in Brazil, provides much more hope than despair
about this world today. It also reminds me that the change from analogue to
digital that began for me in 1989, afforded a new opportunity to learn and
explore; and to acquire new tools to better perform the skills I have been
developing for most of my life.
One might suggest
it is all the result of attitude, and for a photographer it is an attitude of
an open and exploring vision. You can only make photographs of what you see in
your mind’s eye as a picture. The way life and things looked yesterday may be
very different in tomorrow’s world. So, how people are looking and seeing today
may suggest those new attitudes of vision. That does not mean the obvious of
taking up and doing photography with an iPhone or the camera in the latest
tablet computer. But how does having a camera integrated into one’s daily
living tools affect how we see life from moment to moment. This was so readily
illustrated by a one in a century meteorite which struck earth in the Russian
Urals near a city and was captured in its flight across the sky by many
different cameras, some stationary, some in vehicles and in the hands of
people. So now everyone in the world can see some of what that experience
looked like, and maybe it will be another century before a meteor strikes
again, but now we all know what it looks like.
Daydream -2000